Saturday, June 28, 2008
mings was walking down town with her
rather old sch mate (2yrs and counting)
nu qiang ren(muscle women in chi) singning
where they witness
women with special children with special needs
people who were limping
beggers on the streets
tt made the walk v. hard to handle
cause the images refuse to go away
mings was extremly displeased with herself
when she was thinking in her head
"whoa im so much better than them"
"so much luckier"
"why did god make me luckier than some ppl"
she wanted to kick herself
for being so elitist
mings turned to singning and
poured her heart out
and sing brought mings back to reality
"in this world such things always happen"
another setback
my favourite tv show host , ms oprah winffrey (spelt correctly?)
has a twisted view on christianity
i love her shows and her personality
i belive that she is inherently not a bad egg
and i just cant do anything abt it
i want for her to experience the love
that god has showered upon me
until todae
i found out that since i have no financial means
or te power to change anything
the ans is just to pray
heyy ppl we realli need to get down to pray
and theres so many things to pray about
so many needs
so little prayers
actually i kinda dun like to pray
cause i always thing im only talking to
nothingness
however aft the whole uni saga
ive learnt to trust more
on my heavenly father
im not perfect
my ways may hurt someone
out there even if i dun
intentionally plan for it to happen
but dun dis my haeavenly father
because i havent been a good example
i wish u all the best
rainbow;
6:03 AM
